PART 4
After the movie, all three of
them went to Adhi’s place since his parents were out of town for that night.
They had planned night stay but Ikrit’s parent called and asked her to come
home for some urgent work. so it was Aziza and Adhi at her place. And it was
awkward for him since this is the first time they were alone after everything
that had happened.
“so I guess its you and me now”
Adhi said
“yes that it is” Aziza replied.
“would you like to eat
something?” he asked.
“I’m not hungry right now. But I
think a little later maybe” she replied. And they both sat on the sofas
adjacent to each other. It was monsoon season and it was raining heavily that
day.
“so, you got over me pretty
easily?” Adhi asked the question he had always been wanting to ask.
“its not that simple. You wont
understand” she replied with tears in her eyes.
“did you try to explain it to me?
No. then how am I supposed to understand” Adhi replied in a loud tone.
“its not that simple. If you were
in my place you would understand!” she replied
“you don’t get to say that. If
you were in my shoes you will get to know how I feel. You were technically the
first girl I started loving and the first girl I kissed. You don’t know how it
feels like to see her with someone else and when its not even my fault in
anyway. Or maybe it was. I was just too stupid to realise it.” Adhi replied
while almost crying.
After hearing this Aziza came and
hugged Adhi. He resisted a bit but eventually let her hug him. They hugged
tightly and before they even realised it, they started kissing each other.
Aziza was on top of Adhi and they were kissing on the sofa. Then Adhi picked
her up, with her legs tied around his waist, and took her to his bedroom while
still kissing her. He then first took her top off and then his shirt and
started kissing her neck.
They both got lost in each other
again. Adhi forgot everything and couldn’t think about anything except that
moment. Then he took her bra off, after struggling a bit because it was his
first time, and started kissing her breasts. They both were sitting in each
other’s lap with Aziza on top and kissing each other everywhere.
“I want to do it with you. I
haven’t done it with anyone but I want you to be the first” she moaned.
“okay” he replied and took off
her pants and underwear and then his.
“btw, its also my first time. And
if we are doing this then you can’t go to anyone else. I can’t share you with
anyone else after this. Can you promise that you won’t go?” Adhi said.
“do you really want to ask me
that now? Cant you just enjoy the moment?” she replied
“yes I really want you to promise
me that now. Otherwise it will be wrong to do this and I don’t want to go
through that all over again.”
“okay. Ummm. I don’t know if I
can give you what you are asking me” she replied.
“okay. Then I guess we should not
do it because I told you what this comes with” he said as he got out of the bed
and wore his clothes. He passed her clothes too “you should get dressed up”
“okay” aziza replied.
“and while we are it. Its best we
don’t talk ever now. Because if I keep talking to you I would never get over
you” Adhi said to her in a firm tone. Although inside he was crying because he
had made her a part of her life, a best friend, even after all the things.
“okay” Aziza replied while she
tried to hold back the tears in her eyes.
Aziza picked her stuff and left
for home. After that day they never talked to each other.
But Adhi had one more situation
to deal with. what happened while that movie with Ikrit had also been bothering
her for a long time now. And it was time to come clean with her too. he
expected her to get mad at him but still since they used to share everything
with each other. So he called her to meet at the usual spot.
“hi Adhi. Are you okay? You
sounded tensed” Ikrit asked him
“yes I am fine. I have something
to tell you” he said.
“okay but before that I have to
tell you something too. and its very important” she replied
“okay. Please go on” he said even
though he wanted to tell her his stuff first.
“I wanted to tell you about what
happened in the movie that day. I never got a chance to talk about it.” She
spoke while holding his hand again. “I think I am developing feelings for are
not just as a friend. I don’t know how it happened. But I have known you the
longest and I have liked a few other guys before but none of it lasted, neither
the feelings for them nor the person themselves but you have always been there.
And now I have started seeing you differently. It may be love but I don’t know
what it is and since I tell you everything so I did that.” Ikrit said
everything with her eyes closed as she was shy and it was the first time she
was confessing something like this to anyone.
“oh my god. Wow. This is
literally the best thing someone has ever said to me. And it is even more
special that its coming from someone like you. my best friend. But I need to
tell you something that has been happening before we proceed with everything
that you just said.” Then Adhi told Ikrit everything that had been going.
After hearing everything, Ikrit
was shocked. She felt bad for Adhi and hugged him tightly knowing how he had
been needing it all along. Adhi was the type of a guy who never expressed
himself but used to get hurt very easily. But he was extremely selfless. He
used to always find happiness in others happiness. But he had been sad for a
very long time now. Ikrit had sensed it but never asked him because he usually
tells everything himself. She felt bad that she hadn’t been with her when he
was going through all this.
“do you still want me to get
involved with you when I am already going through this?” Adhi asked. He further
added “and I never told you this but I also considered dating you once. But I
realised that we have been so good together as friends and my dating record has
never been good so it’s better to be with you as a friend. As a family.”
“I agree. Even I value our
friendship more than anything that’s why didn’t take it further” Ikrit replied.
“but I am glad you told me this.
It takes courage and I finally feel good after sharing everything with you. it
was literally killing me from inside. I still feel miserable. I don’t even know
how I am gonna handle this. I have never had a heartbreak. But the first time I
loved someone, I felt guilty because Aziza cheated on his boyfriend with me and
I still loved her. It was wrong but I still loved her. I don’t know how I will
even live with this.” Adhi said to Ikrit with tears rolling down his cheeks.
“omg, stop crying YOU. I know you
are hurt but it will get better. Trust me, it will get better”
“I don’t think I will ever be
able to love someone again though” he said.
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“so, are you over her now?” a
girl asked Adhi.
“of course, my love. time is a
great healer. It heals everything. Things sometime seem big at a particular
moment. Best way is not to take any major decisions at that moment. Give it
time. Everything seems like a small issue after enough time passes. Always
remember this.” Adhi replied to her.
“your first love story was interesting.
Definitely more interesting and complicated than mine. But thanks for sharing
it. It will help me with my first heartbreak if needed. And I never knew that
Ikrit aunty liked you at some point. This is interesting.” She said to him
“well I hope you never have a
heartbreak. And if it does, you know you can always come to me for anything my
love.” he said to her.
“well if you father and daughter
are done discussing first love stories, can we get our asses to table and have
dinner? I AM STARVING” Adhi’s wife shouted from the dining room.
“gosh. Language baby” Adhi
replied to her wife. “Let’s go my love and have dinner. I have got a cheesecake
as a dessert just for you” Adhi said to her daughter.
“yess. I LOVE YOU” she replied.
“I LOVE YOU THE MOST”. Adhi
replied to her. “ahem ahem” Adhi’s wife said after hearing him.
“but not more
than your mommy” he further added.
“you know I love you more than
that” he whispered in her ear.
“I HEARD THAT. You are gonna pay
for that later” Adhi’s wife shouted
“FUCK!”
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